Challenging Process

Assalamualaikum Warahmatullahi Wa Barakatuh.

Its been 3 years doesn't it since the last time. Well, I kinda lazy to update. Hahaha. Why am I writing again? To be honest, I don't know either. I just kinda miss to write again. Let my real feeling out.

The last time, I'm still a high schooler. Now, I'm an university student. Cant believe it really. I'm all grown up.. ngee. Sounds old. haha. Alot had happened from the past 3 years. Both good and bad.

I graduted from high school with (Alhamdulillah) flying colour. (⌒▽⌒)
Managed to get into an university on a scholarship. Not that I want to brag about it. I just glad that I'm this lucky. Thank you Allah.

But. I have to be careful. Its all a test from Him. In this blissful world, it hard to be truthfully loyal towards Him. Yes, we can change but to maintain it, not an easy task. Temptation everywhere. I'm still in the process of changing and it keeps getting harder each day. Living away from my family only add a fuel into fire to say the truth. No longer in the watch of my parents 24/7 I can do whatever and wherever I want. They will never know. Huh. The arrogant me. Alhamdulillah, so far I'm not doing anything against His rule. Hope it will keep on this way.

In fact, it all depends on ourselves. No matter how bad or good our surounding, we're the one that has the power to make decision for ourselves. If our iman are strong we will survive this. Put your trust in Him. Never give Him up. Speak to Him every day. Allah is The Mighty after all.


Ps: I'm sorry if my english kinda off. I'm not that great by the way in english.